limbo

i started this blog a few months back, but as you can see it takes me a long time to update things like this.. today i was looking through my friend's blogs and i love reading what they have on their minds, its interesting how people put their thoughts on "paper" without any restrictions on themselves.

part of the reason why i don't "blog" is because i do not have much faith in my writing, i feel as if i do not know how to write, my theory is that i was brought up in a spanish speaking country until i was 11 (born in NY then my family moved down to south america) i learned grammar and all that jazz in spanish then was plucked out and brought back to NY where i started 6th grade and i was supposed to "know" how to write but i reality i didn't.. or i did just in a different language... i learned to speak english in less then a year, people say i don't even have an accent. anyways so yes that's my theory.

with this in mind i've been thinking about my next step in my career, i LOVE my job, i am very fulfilled and i want to continue expanding myself in this company, however i feel like i may be stuck in a rut... i want to go to the next step but i don't know how to approach this, do i go back to school while i work? take seminars? workshops? the next step in my career would be to produce, write, budget shoots, etc... as a production coordinator i do a lot of these things, but i doubt myself and wonder whether i can actually do it.